Time goes by so fast and so much can change within a short amount of time and I can’t get my head around that it’s been a whole year.. a year since I broke a heart, a year since a part of my heart was being left in the past, a year since I did the most hardest but bravest and scariest thing I think I’ll ever have to do.
A year ago today I broke up with my ex boyfriend and he moved out the following day, I pretty much have not seen or spoke to him at all, it’s been hard. After having a best friend and life companion for 4 and a half years and then suddenly bam they’re gone is super hard. Yes it was my decision and it was 100% for the best and I have never regretted it, but just because it was my decision I feel like sometimes people and myself included forget that my heart broke too, I didn’t predict I would fall out of love? It hurt. A lot.
My life has changed in so many ways since then, mostly positive which is good! I have made more friends and experienced things on my own and it’s been a whirlwind of a great time. I have experience the single life of enjoying my own company and loving myself, experience dating life which has a lot of stories HAHA and my emotions have been up and down. Most of all, I am so much happier right now here in this moment and that just makes me realise it was all worth it.
I’m now in a happier place and I don’t feel trapped in my head all by myself anymore, I have a bunch of close friends who I cherish dearly, my family are fab and I would be lost without them by my side! I feel good, I feel positive and best of all, I feel me.